HELLO.

well,i guess i gotta say this out although its not the best way.
i think that im a down right coward.
yes,i think i am.
because i constantly run away from the problem.

anyway,i know im being selfish and a bitch by doing this but
i want an out of javscona.
im serious.
i don understand javscona anymore.
i dont even know why we have this clique anymore.
all the politics..
none of this should happen in the first place.
rly man.

we should have supported each other and respect th decisions we made as an individual..
but no.
we werent happy about it.
why?
im not speaking for myslef only but..
haiz.
i just dont see the point of me being in this anymore.
a clique is suppose to support one another.
understand one another instead of complaining about their flaws.
maybe we're just born with that flaw.
we can only improve it to an extent&not make it dissapear.
we were suppose to always be there for one another whenevr we needed them
we were suppose to know one another and understand.
but how many of us are close in this clique?
look at omar.
look at jolyn.
look at everyone.
not everyone is close or at least understands.
as much i still want to say javscona rocks..
i cant.
im sorry javscoa

for bringing this up.
we can still be friends.
but im in javscona nomore..
yes?

i want to tell all of u face to face but..
who would want to stay behind just for me?
i dont think wailoong would.
or andre for that case.
i might be wrong but its the way i feel.
everyone is just busy with their own stuff.

im rly sorry again.
Nadine