its always when the bad happens
then people starts to voice out
why cant they do so earlier?
people always assume it happens like this
they dont find out the truth


okay fine
maybe what i feel is not how you guys feel.
i dont know and im okay with it already if theres no more javscona
and we'll still be good friends.

i know and i know and i know ,
that i have neglected/used/whatever you want to say , insert it here
you guys


i have alot of things to say
but i guess its not gna do any help or whatsoever


if that is what your think ,
i know theres a distance between me and you guys already
we used to be much closer probably during sec 2-3
i know i cant beat you guys in saying how much i have neglected you all,
then i apologise , sorry

sorry that i created the name javscona and yet im the one thats not doing anything
sorry that im being very mean by not hanging out with you guys
sorry that i cant go out with you guys after school
sorry ( whatever you like , insert here )

maybe you guys really dont know whats up with my life
maybe you guys really dont know what i do after school
maybe you guys think the other way round

i think i dont need to explain further
its all my fault .
:)
but no matter what ,
i'll still remember the times we went to fish and co ,
the times we skipped recess
the times we talked
i really will remember.
the times we went to www.


sorry for causing so many conflicts and all .


i think sometimes people are bonded by their interests and all ,
i hope you guys didnt lost the picture i printed for you guys?


oh and i wanna say something/
you guys say that i dont go out with you guys
in the 1st place , did you guys even ask me out ?
i dont remember .
and when i look at your blogs and all ,
had fun and all
but i didnt mind , cuz in the 1st place maybe you guys thought i had smth on
or smth then didnt call me
then nvm ..thanks yea.

seriously
well i shall not rake up the past already
i have nothing more to explain anymore.
because i dont think it would do anyhelp to anything
take care and study hard for your exams alright?


with love ,
sarah

i got the shock of my life when suddenly wai
told me that you guys wanna disband-.-
i am like What the __



Maybe im the only one that doesnt want to disband
let me Explain, Theres no such thing as disband in friendship can ?
so what if it is disbanded?

MAYBE , theres misunderstandings
Behind one another.
we dont know YET.

we would still be friends but not that close or no name ardy right.
so whats the point?
my point is , even if we're not free or whatsoever ,

also dont need to disband one what.
especially this is o level year ,
and competitions are coming up,
tuition , some even have companions (boyf)
yes cheyenne i meant you ,
but its nothing oso what.


doesnt mean that we not actively involve means this calls
for disbanding right?





or not tell me straight in the face
' im sick of hanging out with Javscona
i hate Javscona
tell me that and we'll disband

you think what ?band ah?
at that point of time
think about it
there must be something that created this group
this name, this friendship
as we grow older
say now ,
might say that we hardly have time for one another
i know im not very involved nowadays
and you guys could just go with it right ,
and when something happens
you guys dont speak up
just keep mum about it
or share it between the 2 or few of you

so means you guys are trying to say that
friends who dont meet each other because of busy schehdules
and then they dont aknowledge one another
so called break friendship?
tell me then.

i seriously object to disbanding.

i hope to change your minds