its always when the bad happens
then people starts to voice out
why cant they do so earlier?
people always assume it happens like this
they dont find out the truth


okay fine
maybe what i feel is not how you guys feel.
i dont know and im okay with it already if theres no more javscona
and we'll still be good friends.

i know and i know and i know ,
that i have neglected/used/whatever you want to say , insert it here
you guys


i have alot of things to say
but i guess its not gna do any help or whatsoever


if that is what your think ,
i know theres a distance between me and you guys already
we used to be much closer probably during sec 2-3
i know i cant beat you guys in saying how much i have neglected you all,
then i apologise , sorry

sorry that i created the name javscona and yet im the one thats not doing anything
sorry that im being very mean by not hanging out with you guys
sorry that i cant go out with you guys after school
sorry ( whatever you like , insert here )

maybe you guys really dont know whats up with my life
maybe you guys really dont know what i do after school
maybe you guys think the other way round

i think i dont need to explain further
its all my fault .
:)
but no matter what ,
i'll still remember the times we went to fish and co ,
the times we skipped recess
the times we talked
i really will remember.
the times we went to www.


sorry for causing so many conflicts and all .


i think sometimes people are bonded by their interests and all ,
i hope you guys didnt lost the picture i printed for you guys?


oh and i wanna say something/
you guys say that i dont go out with you guys
in the 1st place , did you guys even ask me out ?
i dont remember .
and when i look at your blogs and all ,
had fun and all
but i didnt mind , cuz in the 1st place maybe you guys thought i had smth on
or smth then didnt call me
then nvm ..thanks yea.

seriously
well i shall not rake up the past already
i have nothing more to explain anymore.
because i dont think it would do anyhelp to anything
take care and study hard for your exams alright?


with love ,
sarah